Today I did something I knew I shouldn't, I went to Dairy Queen and had a 4 piece chicken strip basket. I only had 3 pieces of chicken, a couple bites of toast, and a couple fries. I knew it would be a bad idea, but I chose to do it anyway.
Why? I keep asking myself that same exact question. The conclusions I have come to is that food is a social thing. Everywhere you look you see something to do with food. Television is the worst, almost every commercial is for some kind of food. The reason that I eat is normally not because I'm hungry but because I miss the taste and texture. I've heard a lot of people chew their food then spit it out so they don't get sick but still get to enjoy it. I've thought about this but to me it seems like a waste of money and kinda gross. I can't say that I've ruled it out because it's better than eating then getting sick.
Well off for a nap, curled up with my heating pad, feeding tube hooked up, and drain hooked up. Hopefully after it all drains I will have a better day. I have to pack for a 12 hour drive tomorrow.
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